goodbye world i used to know memories that have become a dream, for each time my eyelids close i open them to a new "real"
a new "truth"
a new replacement that conflicts the history that has become a fabrication in my mind
and with my memories, my beliefs and sub-beliefs that carry through become null and void just shredded paper confetti strips that gently fall and slide past my face
the microcuts in my steadfast beliefs and internal hopes and dreams giving way to change and erasure
goodbye hopes good bye dreams i wish to fill you as i have filled myself with the belief of green ide
the world is moving and i am standing still,
trying to hold it back...
trying to stop it and let it give me time...
entertain my selfish need to make you all pause.
sacrifice your normal life to return mine to that state...
that state of normality that i have lost...
i am frozen, immobile and the world just moves
moves constantly around as i wither away...
i blanket lies upon lies onto myself...
with the one hope that this will end...
the world will stop and this will end...
goodbye world i used to know memories that have become a dream, for each time my eyelids close i open them to a new "real"
a new "truth"
a new replacement that conflicts the history that has become a fabrication in my mind
and with my memories, my beliefs and sub-beliefs that carry through become null and void just shredded paper confetti strips that gently fall and slide past my face
the microcuts in my steadfast beliefs and internal hopes and dreams giving way to change and erasure
goodbye hopes good bye dreams i wish to fill you as i have filled myself with the belief of green ide
So... I've been in drawer's block for what... almost 6 years now?? Every time I start drawing something, I shred it since it isn't perfect. Last year I gave myself a drawing pad and said: you're not allowed to erase nor destroy anything in here.
I notice that for some reason, when I listen to music, I get a clear image of what I want to draw for that particular song. So I chose a song, put it on repeat, and drew.
124 repeats of the same song and I finally got my first well done drawing. I'm going to call these series of drawings "Art Is Music". When commenting on my art, please don't bug me with arguments on my interpretation of the so
So I never actually used deviantART before even though I made an account 4 years ago. I was skeptical about people stealing your art, but once I saw that a bunch of the art on deck boxes were from here... well I was sold.
My main purpose here? Well I don't truly know my style yet. I keep censoring myself, but I find it so inspirational to see people able to express exactly how they feel on this site. In addition... I'm a self taught artist so I know I'm not great or anything. I hope that after a while, I can look at my old deviations and see myself grow as an artist :)